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things never happened in this order. maybe they never happened at all.

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Joined October 2006
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paolo i.
6 years
imagine a world where trees moved at animal speed.
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paolo i.
7 years
a turquoise glacier mist, squatting in my brain
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paolo i.
10 months
wherever you grieve, there you are
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paolo i.
11 years
a siren, going off in the distance, sounding like hope singing its past shelf date blues. roughly 9 am, full day ahead and you're welcome.
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paolo i.
6 years
the moment they realize you brought a doggie bag home
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paolo i.
9 years
stranded in the wrong timeline. but why?
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paolo i.
12 years
listing snake charming, passionate obfuscation and dowsing for clues. in a resume.
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paolo i.
13 years
went out into the world and nothing worked. ran no errands. devoting afternoon to sungazing and forget all about the rest.
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paolo i.
8 years
be the lighthouse, not the shipwreck
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paolo i.
6 years
the mind as a haunted house
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paolo i.
6 years
in the afterglow of retrospect, social media, and the porthole sadness they induce, were an error. every history is a history of errors.
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paolo i.
2 years
"I went to the poetry of the past, and to poets of different landscapes, because I need everything to face the future. " this being, among other things, a deeply meaningful essay on pursuing a full existence in proximity of ruins. brava Sofia. i'm moved.
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paolo i.
1 year
all this pressure everywhere to grow over time. as if we were cancer.
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paolo i.
7 years
bookshelves dreamed anew. the process emblematizes a volcano. now look at its eruptive core
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paolo i.
13 years
thinking: i'm gonna wake up in a while.
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paolo i.
11 years
in the end, he thought, there is no me. but a smear of hiss and crackles where struggle used to be.
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paolo i.
8 years
congrats to @PaolaPorciello for her full marks w/ honors MD & amazing dissertation <3 very happy to be there, Doc!
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paolo i.
1 year
everybody seemed to be acting off the same scripts, so that any and each day the view outside the window lulled you into the cheap, bleary reassurance that you were safe, that nothing would harm you, as long as you stuck to the script yourself
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paolo i.
3 years
"It evolved from repetition, mimicry, and getting caught into cognitive loops, to eventually beginning to step out of this phase with ideas and expressions of its own." didn't we all?
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paolo i.
12 years
oozing confusion as cephalopods spill ink. residual images the grim zeitgeist of a slow summer.
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paolo i.
5 months
imagine if no conversation was possible and it was all just a cacophony of solipsisms
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paolo i.
10 years
the shiny new year, further evidence of how either the calendar or the self are figments of superstitions so old we don't grasp them anymore
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paolo i.
6 years
thinking the same things all over forever was the past. now, move.
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paolo i.
7 years
most need a souvenir that they existed. that's why.
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paolo i.
8 years
let's whisper to each other off the grid tonight. dark bloodred primitivo in thin chalices. twinkling stars. no one will know. but us.
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paolo i.
3 years
loved his Time Loops. this interview raises a lot of interesting points, and long self is effective shorthand for 4(5, 6, n)D worms, esp. when you need to frantically signal the concept in somebody's else dark.
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paolo i.
14 years
leave a trace every once in a while. so that it gets to be known you ain't out of the world for good.
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paolo i.
4 years
"on my windhorse, at sunrise, i come riding". that's the extent of what was said. i hope it suffices for a while.
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paolo i.
6 years
as simple as lifting your eyes from the page.
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paolo i.
1 year
the world’s most private browsing experience has nothing to do with computers
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paolo i.
7 years
the particular discomfort they display when you're just rearranging bookshelves and furniture and they think you're gonna move again
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paolo i.
1 year
@djbduncan @vilmastuttle there's an Italian paper by Amalda Ciani Ciuka, the second one in this pdf here: which is just about that, but doesn't seem to list much beyond hypotheses: 1) he's compiling "Retractationum libri duo", hence revising his previous texts;
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paolo i.
9 years
the allure of having ultimately attained a feeble, crude sentience. shattered upon wake.
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paolo i.
18 years
riding fast into the wild prairies of rebooting confusion. i love early mornings!
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paolo i.
3 years
implications abound, rebound. so dance on their mound. next step wherever you could not guess. be grateful. cut up yr timeline and see what happens.
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paolo i.
8 years
the long forgotten tantra of spring being back, tensing unseen bow strings, going straight for throats
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paolo i.
10 years
in the garden by the stairs. summer night fading onto aeolian disquiet. storm is next. malvasia nera through a glass riverlike.
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paolo i.
14 years
chided as well by unknown factors in even my imagination. less likely a nuance than mere phenomenic observation. mostly folding, outward.
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paolo i.
8 years
glimpsed myself, caught amidst queueing ghosts on glass. i looked pale, feeble, zero-dimensional. a black swan sketch unheld by any buddha.
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paolo i.
8 years
that thing where you spread tarot expecting unforeseen insights, and all you get is an amazing polaroid, so crisp it almost hurts
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paolo i.
3 years
often thinking: don't think too much. stop. it's gonna explode.
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paolo i.
6 years
"Research is almost always paid for by pharmaceutical companies. But studies done by industry are well known to have positive results far more frequently. Trials run by industry are 70% more likely than government funded trials to show a positive result."
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How did we get here? “The case against science is straightforward: much of the scientific literature, perhaps half, may simply be untrue” (Richard Horton) #ebm #bigpharma
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paolo i.
7 years
why the grimness? it's rarely worth it. let's change track
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paolo i.
7 years
(by albert saijo, 1997) - "so now let us be cheerful as we sink"
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paolo i.
13 years
stomping feet, the only explanation i'll offer from now on: i used my imagination.
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paolo i.
3 years
"You are always in danger of being confronted with your incohesiveness, with evidence of a past self now rejected or a misinterpreted, misprocessed version of one’s archive being distributed as the real you."
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paolo i.
6 years
"did it change your life?" is not the correct question. "did your life change?" might be. the metrics would only barely shift. and the reply is yes, tiny bits of it. any and each day.
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paolo i.
15 years
the day haltingly turning into one of those where everything is slow. thoughts, uplinks, wish fulfilments.
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paolo i.
13 years
back here after years. who are all these followers? did we step all this way through evolution & time just to have bots listening to us?
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paolo i.
9 years
a portmanteau of cofanetto sperlari and some horrendous curse, except you can't really spell it, 'cos unluckily there's no such word
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paolo i.
10 years
gli occhi dardeggianti dismisura, pur empíti solo a belle addormentate. ma guardò oltre, poi,
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paolo i.
9 years
most days actually reruns where only the observer has changed
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paolo i.
7 years
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paolo i.
6 years
i then woke up. somehow somewhere old guys are still hunting for sunlight on their cheeks. most of our thoughts remain unposted. and so things go.
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paolo i.
7 years
life-affirming foxfire
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paolo i.
15 years
al limite si tratta solo di passare da una fase transitoria all'altra. a che pro battere ciglio?
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paolo i.
8 years
recognize the neurotic archetypes you subscribe to. once done don't stop there, embrace them. so tight their bones will crush
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paolo i.
9 years
an increasingly common occurrence of oblivion at first sight
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paolo i.
1 year
we're sitting together, apparently. lightly banging on a drum.
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paolo i.
1 year
@aliner Yoko Tawada, interviewed by Monika Totten, on a related note ()
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paolo i.
6 years
and the dogs, trying to hypnotize me
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paolo i.
1 year
the year is far from being over but this is one of the best blog posts i've read in it. not an essay, not an article. capturing what in my head i've always perceived a blog to be: a box brimming with snippets of an author's life. so dazzling. thanks.
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paolo i.
13 years
finding myself increasingly unable to compile personal web profiles. a marker of what, exactly, eludes me.
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paolo i.
7 years
"I have wandered further than I intended", said Blondine. it's echoing, still.
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paolo i.
7 years
go to bed worried and you'll wake up afflicted - how about abiding in a swoon, instead. i mean, always. just for a change.
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paolo i.
7 years
had you looked further - said Ganapati - you would have become the ruler of the universe
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paolo i.
9 years
the tour de force process of enchanting for what you need rather than what you want. and yet the crunched apples, tasting sour and the same.
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paolo i.
7 years
at this point, default settings on everything are practically a curse
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paolo i.
1 year
you evolve with the images inside, said Hanne Ørstavik in an interview
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paolo i.
15 years
no sunrise today?
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paolo i.
7 years
your mind. indistinguishable from clouds.
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paolo i.
1 year
gorgeously translated or not, this is the antithesis of mysterious, winding sentences: with so few characters at hand, there’s very little room to go winding up, or down, or anywhere else
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paolo i.
9 years
offshot from an early march photosession:
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paolo i.
6 years
@Future_Toronto more like you lie down in a field and you doze off then some noises wake you up and when you open your eyes you discover you're surrounded
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paolo i.
7 years
or ones where you are perpetually stuck inside a giant robot, with little to no clues on how to pilot it
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paolo i.
16 years
omg there's a ghost on gtalk
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paolo i.
7 years
the book i gave you, the one still sitting on the shelf you first laid it upon. read that.
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paolo i.
15 years
italics: i have no job, i have no home. i have nothing but rags and bones.
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paolo i.
9 years
today was unreal. but then, one thinks, aren't they all.
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paolo i.
15 years
back to the days when people used to ran things past their HGA hoping for a nod? the meanwhile has half a lunch splattered on the ground.
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paolo i.
16 years
downloading a season. wishing i could do the same for spring cos forthcoming winter already has me on the edge.
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paolo i.
15 years
whoever you might be, please stop trying to reset my password. really.
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paolo i.
3 years
even back then it was partial, imperfect information: i’d go for life-affirming *whatever* any time. and yet, how does one affirm life, in this day and age?
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paolo i.
7 years
life-affirming foxfire
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paolo i.
15 years
nonetheless stuck in an infernal engine of routines, though.
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paolo i.
1 year
and on December 15, 2022 Ryan Oakley, on his blog, wrote: “Fuck art, make magic. Invoke, hex, conjure, pray, bind, worship, divine. Art is only an appropriation of magic.”
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paolo i.
16 years
maybe 7 am is too early
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paolo i.
9 years
focusing on the lay of the land but believe me, there's too much haze around
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paolo i.
16 years
this twitter stream ends here, after a text file backup. i'm moving elsewhere unseen. fare you well.
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paolo i.
16 years
sick since days, wild fever and cranky bones. damn flu still co-opting me through another gray morning.
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paolo i.
3 years
racing to the antipodes of your biases only resulted in a mirror set of the same, and with nowhere left to run in the end
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paolo i.
15 years
the quantity of crap you could pass through customs with a little philosophy babble...
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paolo i.
16 years
the tired status line: "home, knotting my brain" unchanged in months.
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paolo i.
16 years
tape recording bird chirping outside the window. staring at untended branching growth of invites. not acting, how tao.
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paolo i.
9 years
countless episodes into darkness, check - yet, do brim sunlike
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paolo i.
9 years
not that strange upon close inspection but a loop nonetheless. badly cut, lagging, popping through the boombox speakers when it cycles
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paolo i.
1 year
a few pages after that the reviewer posits that since for Jourdan writing was a tool for exploring what it meant to have come into being and how to live in the world and there die, he had no particular interest in seeing his work in print.
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paolo i.
9 years
the strangest urge of circling things and instances as a vulture would, as age layering encrypted inside a tree
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paolo i.
16 years
webroutines are boring. that's a given, somehow underestimated. boring.
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