So I’m glad this happened because I do want to be loved & cared for in a way where it’s not forced or transactional. I have always been a hopeless romantic but it’s becoming more apparent of what I need in my life. Not just want.
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My overnight client that I saw for the second time in over 2 years made me realize that I want something real. I want that experience but not just for a temporary moment. He treated me like a queen & changed my perspective of men. I can’t find that if I’m Eliza.
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And I understand that I’m putting my heart out here. Some may not agree but at least attempt to understand. I’m also not like many providers in a sense. I still think there are good men out there. I believe in love & all the good.
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@newBRANDONing17
This post isn’t about him.
It’s about the idea of having a partner. A real relationship.
Something I will find (&I know I will) once I have put this behind me.
But yes, we are compatible to an extent. But perhaps he was his best self for that time only? (Maybe so)
It was…
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@nolatime2
I don’t agree. A real relationship is not something you can have with just anyone.
I’m looking for something special & the universe will never let me have it as long as I’m doing this work. You can’t have the best of both worlds. Sometimes you need to make a tough decision.
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