shortly after this we had to go to australia and i could tell he was still avoiding the conversation. one night we went to the club and he was like “i know we have some shit to figure out when we get home”. it was a 2 week tour but i decided to leave after 1 week

i needed to get home, find out how far along i was etc.. so i flew home and a couple weeks went by. when freddie got home from australia we talked again in person. he was telling me how he “wasn’t ready for a child” this and that.. whole time im just confused cause

the next morning he had to go to ny for jimmy fallon, and i told him if he wants me to get an abortion im not going to continue to be in a relationship with him. he cried. i cried. that was the end of that. so i went to the abortion clinic thinking i was about 9 weeks pregnant

i get there and the doctor lets me know im closer to 12 weeks, and i saw our little baby moving around and i knew then that i couldn’t go through with it. after we broke up i turned his phone off, because i was paying his phone bill💀

he never checked on me after “said procedure” never called to confirm if i went through with it. i just simply never heard from him again. 💀

ive reached out to him, his manager, his assistant, and no one will respond, i feel like i’ve done my part, kept it real, and this is the thanks i get. noted.🫡 i no longer want a response, no bad blood. im going to be just fine. but i had to speak my truth💕

@destinicreams He clearly don’t want the baby but you gonna keep it still? You tryna get his bread it’s obvious

@eyeluvmoney @destinicreams You clearly have comprehension issues.

@JackeexOh @destinicreams 🤔 how? He talked all that shit about wanting one early on. When she actually got pregnant he said I don’t want this. She went to have an abortion and decided against it last minute. What am I missing?

@Cillasopink @eyeluvmoney @JackeexOh @destinicreams Exactly most ppl don’t wait that long for one so their rarely confronted with the development of a 3 month old fetus, plus she spent 8 months getting used to the idea of having this man’s child bc of HIS consistent and insistent words, she just supposed to let that go?