π’HEALTH UPDATEπ’
Hello, my pups. π
A lot of you are aware of my health struggles in the last year, & I had a final test done last week to confirm/deny a diagnosis.
My doctor is 99.9% sure I have Cushingβs Disease/Syndrome.
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While still waiting for final word from him, I worked in a lab and I know how to read the test. Normal range is 6-42 ug/L and my test came back 53 ug/L and marked high.
Positive. For too much cortisol.
I amβ¦a rollercoaster of emotions.
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For those who donβt know, Cushingβs is caused by a growth or tumor (usually benign) in 1 of 3 areas:
1. The pituitary gland in the brain
2. The lungs, thyroid, or pancreas
3. The adrenal glands
These growths cause the body to produce too much cortisol, which is damaging
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Side effects of it can include weight gain in the trunk region, fatigue, depression, anxiety, memory problems, and can lead to serious illnesses.
Depending on where it is in the body depends on whether it is syndrome or disease.
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What does this mean for me?
It means my next steps are a series of tests to try & determine where it could be in my body. After that, most likely surgery to remove the growth.
If the growth is outside my brain & is too big, theyβll remove the affected organ.
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If they do that, Iβll take meds for the remainder of my life to simulate the organ, but hopefully after the removal of the growth, I should have a fairly normal life.
As soon as we know though, I have to tackle it ASAP because the sooner itβs fixed, the better for my body
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I amβ¦relieved? Terrified? Impatient?
I am happy to know what it is finally. I am scared of surgery, especially potential brain surgery. I am impatient to get started and get it taken care of. I am nervous about any damage that may already be presentβ¦
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I am TIRED. Iβm literally exhausted. It saps your energy and honestly it explains why Iβve had none recently and streaming has become harder due to how tired I am.
But Iβm not giving up. I can & will beat this. I have not come this far in my life to back down now.
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My only hope is that youβll all continue to stick with me. I donβt know my stream schedule because I donβt know what my body needs. Iβm taking it one day at a time.
Iβll have to go for tests & appointments, but as always Iβll keep you updated π
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I just ask that you bear with me. I havenβt forgotten you. Iβm not graduating. Iβm just fighting. & Iβm learning new things & exploring new hobbies, but Iβm not going anywhere.
Thereβll be days Iβll be tired & thereβll be days Iβm full of energy. Bear with me π
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For this week, there may be only one or two streams as I adjust to this news and explore my next steps. There are many tears, many fears, and so much hope.
Please wait for me through this π
I love you all, my wonderful pups.
@BarefootElleck
Send you so much love, Elle π I'm sorry you've been dealing with so much. Always sending you the best vibes from over here q.q ππ we're patiently waiting for you!!
@BarefootElleck
My phycologist has suggested I get tested for this. I have been over weight all my life and probably had polycystic ovaries. I suffered depression most likely since I was 8, first suicide attempt at 12. I am tired but Iβm also an insomniac. Hope your journey gets better soon
@BarefootElleck
I hope everything goes well!! And wishing you much luck! As someone who struggles with having a thyroid related illness, the tiredness is a real struggle but I hope soon you can get back to feeling good!! π